Lost my Heart

For me, the past is the past
I don't wanna remember the painful memories..

For me, my life is now more important than the past
I don't wanna drown in memories..

Because in life
We can not repeat the past...

But all power was lost
When I met with the people in the past..
In my mind like a replay past events..
Sweet memories that ultimately created the tears..
your smile like a stab pain to the same place..
Pain that have been recently re-opened..


Hurt me..
So deep..


Aaarghhh...

I don't wanna get stuck in this situation..
However, many times I failed..

I want to forgive..
I want to forget..

I wasn't me who used to be..

Please, please give back my heart..
I have nothing right now..




-someone who need a heart-