Gift From Failure

This is the fourth times you said you want to stay alone. I tried to stop you and made you calm down. I tried to be patience and strong. Everything you told me and it was a lie, but I dont care. I am too blind to see that.

But i am just human being. i have fragile heart. And I can't stand for all of this anymore.

I lose.

I am giving up now.

I can't struggle for our relationship without you.

I lose my heart. My fault is give all of my heart for you without knowing the worst thing like this will happen.

You asked me to forgive you for everything that you have done to me.

I already forgave you before you ask it.


One thing I can get from this memory..
"Never rely your happiness to someone elses hands"



Lils,
Lost in Love
14th Dec 2011